Material Exploration

STRING

-What are some traditional uses of string?

Embroidering, crocheting, knitting, weaving, needle point..

-What are some nontraditional ways you might use string?

I am planning to combine traditional uses in nontraditional ways. For example, my first piece will be an embroidered design on canvas rather than cloth or clothing. I also hope to learn new ways to stiffen string in order to create sculptures from the material without using wire.

-Why are you choosing string?

One of my goals this semester is to use materials that I already have. I looked through everything and decided that I have bought string throughout the years and barely touched it. I thought it would be a nice change from such demanding materials (glass, wood, metal). Many fellow students I have talked with have explained knitting, embroidering, etc. to be time consuming but meditative. I can still incorporate the more demanding materials if I get bored with just string.

-What are some potential problems you might face?

I could possibly get bored pretty quickly. Also I could find that the time it takes to create something with string is more time than I can commit to. I don't have a lot of experience with many of the techniques I mentioned earlier, so it will take a lot of patience to learn them.

-Exactly what kind of string are you using?

I have a ton of embroidery thread, hemp, and yarn. I am also considering creating my own string from things like paper, cut fabric, and plastic.

-I have spoken with fellow students who have more experience in this and similar materials. I find it more helpful to speak with them and learn from them rather than using a book.

-Thus far, I am finding myself short on concrete ideas to work on. I know how I want to use string but I don't necessarily know what I want the finished product to look like. I am just trying to go with the flow and truly experience the material as it is, and figure out the possibilities as I go along. I have only started the first piece (embroidering on canvas) so I feel like I have a long way to go before I know the potential of the material.

Inspiration-
I am usually inspired by my own emotions. I have experienced several unexpected deaths in the past few years and my work reflects my grieving process through those experiences. I am also inspired by nature, usually creating organic shapes in my sculptures. Lastly, I am inspired by fellow artists. When the studio is full, people are making noise and being productive, I can't help but join in. When it is just me in the studio, it is harder for me to stay focused for too long unless I have an upcoming deadline.

Working Environment-
I have sincerely enjoyed working in a studio with other art students. My desk is in front of a window so I enjoy natural sunlight and breeze...I also spend a lot of time in the cold glass shop where I put on my ipod and zone into the repetitive actions of grinding and polishing. When I am in the hot shop however, I become part of the hustle and bustle of a fast paced and dangerous material. If I get the chance to work out in nature (in the woods, at the arboretum) I might bring some painting materials but find it difficult to remember everything I need and as a result prevent myself from finishing anything.

Working Process-
I spend a lot of time in the brainstorming aspect of creating. I do a lot of rough sketches, writing, and searching online, in books, or in the everyday in search of inspiration. Once I get a solid idea, I spend even more time brainstorming the steps, writing rough lists of what order to do things in..usually losing the list in the process and changing the steps on a day to day basis. When I finally start building, I do a lot of staring..contemplating what would look best where before any adhesive is applied. When painting I layer and layer until I'm satisfied, if possible. In hot glass I will often make something over and over again until I figure out the most attractive and efficient way to make the object.

Motivation-
I lack motivation. Being in school with a set schedule is the only thing that keeps me going..I need to be in a constant process of creating to get results. So in the summer, I usually lose my drive to make art and have to start from scratch in the fall. Once I have my materials in front of me, projects assigned, and my desk organized (I constantly arrange and re-arrange my desk throughout the year) I will focus. Sometimes however, I get a special burst of motivation in reaction to a strong emotion. This year I am going to Haystack during the anniversary of my brother's death anniversary so I'm hoping the excess of emotion I have during that time will motivate me to create something amazing.

Reading-
I lost the passion to read for many years. However, my first five weeks of Costa Rica were spent traveling with my boyfriend. We spent day after day lounging on the beach, reading novels. The relaxed atmosphere with no agenda and free books found in hostels provided for the perfect reading environment. I probably finished 20 books in the three months I was away, sometimes finishing an entire novel in one day. I love novels that capture me enough to keep me away from the TV..I have a ton of "self-help" sort of books that have been collecting dust on the bookshelf, like Julia Cameron's "The Artists Way" and "Vein of Gold" ...someday I'll get to them.

Most Inspiring Person-
By far, my late brother, Jared has inspired me more than any other person. My love for him is reflected in all of my work, even if it is not directly focused on him. Losing him has been the most significant event in my life and is a continuous struggle. Since I consider art a therapeutic practice, I see my art making as a journey through grieving his death, and memories of his life.
The artwork here is a memory box I made to house some of my favorite or most memorable items of Jared's including his childhood stuffed animal, a Jerry Garcia duct tape hand he made, one of his favorite t-shirts, his eulogy, and a handwritten paper from high school.

Day 1

Today is the first day of classes...finally. I am really itching to make work right now. I went to Costa Rica for the Spring semester last year and have only made one sculpture since 2009! I need to get my materials into my studio so I can organize and finally get my thoughts together about what my body of work will be this year. I have always focused on the loss of my brother, Jared but I am tempted to step away from that for this class. To create work with a less intense concept. However, the anniversary of his death is next month so it's impossible to get him off my mind.
I do have some goals: I want to use materials I already have. Instead of going out and buying a ton of new shiny things, I need to use the paint I bought in high school. The paper I made in Costa Rica, the broken glass from former work that I just can't bring myself to throw out, these are all free materials taking up space. I want to clean out my closet and create work with what I have. I hope I can stick to it.